by Nadav » Fri Oct 06, 2017 3:23 pm
Last year, I was under boat loads of stress and starting popping pills for headaches, and well before then was an on and off bulimic and anorexic (binge eating disorder, i guess?). I never got any professional help on this, just quit on my own with the help of my sister. I have also had many thoughts of suicide and am clinically depressed (my mother is also suicidal and was once diagnosed with bipolar disorder but apparently they thought it was false or something, if that means anything) but I'm not on any treatment for that, because I'd always lie to my therapists and say I was better just because I hated going there. Now, every time I get any strong wave of emotion, especially negative, I feel the need to go purge or take a few pills. This has been going on a lot today, is it still a lingering addiction? Should I get prof. help?